The Voice

There is something very deep, and unique about the voice.
Singing can bring out every emotion I am capable of.
Currently, I feel like I am trying to find my voice, where it belongs and how to best use it.
My voice teacher assures me that this is a normal part of being a singer. Still, it is hard. Sometimes, people don't give singers enough credit. Being a singer is like being on a roller coaster all the time. We have our moments that are smooth and easy, and suddenly you are going up, down, and twirling around in circles. Or perhaps being a singer, you need to choose what kind of roller coaster you are on.  You need to find where you are comfortable, still be able to challenge yourself, but understand your limits. There lies the journey. Finding your voice. So often I think to myself....Is my voice best fitted for show tunes? Or do I have enough stamina for Opera? Is it a choice? How do you know? How can I test out these waters and know for sure?

Unlike other instruments, I can't put my voice back in its case. I use my voice every day. I rely on it. It is my ultimate tool. This alone can cause stress and damage to my throat. And to top that off, I have acid reflux- the ultimate nightmare for singers and performers. When everything seems to be fighting against you and your voice- how do we cope?

Some voice goals:
Allow. - Allow myself to sing whatever style/genre/composer/language.
Recognize.- Recognize any "bumps in the road" (reflux problems, technical work..etc)
Understand.- Understand the problems that have come up, and figure out a plan.
Embrace.- Finally, embrace what I am capable of doing, and acknowledge the work and effort I have done.