FINALLY!
My computer would not let me blog for SUCH a long time...so, now I am writing on a different one.

Right now, it seems all I want to do is complain about my health problems and pains- my stomach, throat, head...etc it seems the list goes on and on and on....

But what is worse than physical pain? You probably guessed correctly: Emotional pain.
And, I think I have felt nearly every kind of emotional pain that is out there. Heartache, general stress, agony, total anger...the works. My question is this; when does someone go from having regular emotions to emotional pain, and having to "deal" with said feelings.

I wish I could dig a big hole in the ground, toss all of my feelings into it, and run far, far away from it.
( And maybe dig it up later when I know what the fuck to do with it)

Things I am feeling? Well, to name a few:
NOSTALGIC
TIRED
SAD
HOPEFUL